Tattianna

TATTIANNA

Tattianna my precious baby girl no one will ever know how much I loved you.....

You were so special and beautiful. Those big big eyes and wonderful smile, the way you wiggled your little nose when you didn't like something. Those short little legs and fat little tummy were so huggable. I wish I could hug you just one more time. Just to see the pure adoration in your eyes, to touch your beautiful coat and to hear you talk to me in those special sounds that only you and I understood.

Oh Tatti you were the best little girl and only wanted to make me happy. Honey you sure did a good job of that.

Thank you Tatti for all of the wonderful years you gave to me. I was very blessed to have you. You filled my life with such joy that I can't even find the words to express the magnitude of my feelings.

Tattianna I hope the angels will give you a beautiful little canopy bed with a pretty blanket and satin pillow just like you had here, for you to sleep in. I hope they'll brush your beautiful hair and put a pretty bow in it. I know you'll tell them how your mommy always dressed you up and how much you loved all your pretty things.

I can just picture you with your little wings and halo while your wearing one of your fairy dresses and tiara, a little princess angel.

Tattianna thank you for helping me in my business. I would have never had it without you, you were my inspiration. You were the best model anyone could have and you looked so beautiful in all your little outfits from TATTIANNAS CLOSET. You know people always remembered you, even if they didn't remember me. You sure put up with a lot honey, all the traveling (BIG bye-byes) , the strange hotel rooms, the van so full there was barely enough room for you (even though you were only a 5 pound yorkie), people putting their bags and purses on top of you, the photo studio and shoots and all the other things you endured. What a good little sport you were .

You were so little but never afraid of anything, even the biggest dogs. Oh!! how you loved puppies. You thought every single puppy belonged to you. You were also a very good mommy to your own puppies, I never had to worry about them, you took such good care of your tiny babies.

People said I spoiled you too much (they even asked if you could walk, because you were always in my arms or in your stroller). Maybe I did spoil you but you never became a 'spoiled' little doggy. It was impossible for me to do enough for you to show how much I loved you.

You made me smile a million times every day. It was the best feeling in the world to wake up next to you and get so many little Tatti kisses all over my face. If I was out of your sight for even five minutes you greeted me as if I'd been away for a long time. Thank you TATTIANNA.

When I was so sick and in the hospital and nursing home and you went far away to stay with Lannie I couldn't wait to get well enough to bring you back home. Even though I think you had the best time at Lannies' house with Gizmo and all her other yorkies and puppies. You tricked Lannie you little stinker!!! You made her think you wouldn't eat your food unless she gave you a treat first and she fell for it you naughty girl. Boy did you have her wrapped around your little paws. When you finally did come home we had only 5 more months together because you had to leave me to go to the Rainbow Bridge the heartbreaking morning of November 11, 2001.

Thank you for lying in bed with me while I was so sick and for all the looks that always said you'll be OK mommy. I'll lick it all better, and I'll give you lots of kisses where it hurts. You good girl you never complained, no matter what. You were so easy going and laid-back and you loved me no matter what. Through all of our sadness, gladness, sickness, health and death you always loved me.

When I came home from Nina's doggie birthday party with Priscilla and saw how bad you felt you still looked at me with so much love. When I took you to the doctor and he couldn't find anything specifically wrong with you I had so much hope. Even though you couldn't walk you scooted to the edge of the examination table to give me so many sweet little Tatti kisses. Those were your last kisses and I will cherish them forever. I took you home and you seemed to improve, I was so very happy. Then you started to get weaker and I begged God to save you.

TATTIANNA I know you kept yourself alive until I could let you go. You never took your eyes off of me. I couldn't understand why God let you linger for those last 10 days, but I thank Him for those last special days, hours and minutes I had with you. I knew I needed to let you go and held you all night and told you over and over what a good little girl you were and how blessed I was to have you for all those years. You left me that Thursday morning in November and I placed you in your pretty little white wicker basket with your baby blanket and pillow and buried you in a special place in our yard. My brother Jack helped me because you were such a big part of my family. Tatti I will plant a pretty tree as a living reminder of you and how much you meant to me.

TATTIANNA my precious baby girl no one will ever know how much I loved you....